lamenting
July 19, 2008
as of now, mr cheng is having his dinner in US, while the cute lil’ wife, which is me is surfing net and doing laundary. since he’s around to go market to buy stuff, i don think i’m gonna cook this 2months. or maybe, just maybe.. 1 day i will go market myself and get those stuff cos i can no longer stand tapao-ed food. hehe…
well, i miss him tremendously… altho having a webcam kinda eases the intesity of it, but still, his presence is always comforting. makes me feel safe even tho i see a group of rowdy looking foreigners passing us by. huhu~
for 2 months i’m not gonna have him tuck me into bed. but the upside is i always fold the comforter and re-arranges the pillow each morning after i woke up. so that when night falls, i can just crawl into bed and pull the comforter over me…
when he’s around, i never bother to do that daily. haha… i do it, but before going to sleep instead of when waking up in the morning.
there are some changes of routine since he is not around:
- i need to remember to set my own alarms cos he does that most of the time
- i put my lappie and water tumbler into my bagpack before i go to sleep every day
- i dont eat breakfast at home anymore
- i double check whether i had lock the door or not
- i sleep with my door locked (when he’s around we just leave it open)
- i dont get my weekly dose of soup (i will, just when i am rajin enuf to go market by myself)
- i miss home much much more
- internet, msn is like my 2nd life.. oh my gosh did i just sounded so pathetic. haha..
- have to clean the house by myself
- do my own laundary, hang them and fold it. (normally my job is just to help him hang it n fold..hehe)
well, i miss him tremendously… altho having a webcam kinda eases the intesity of it, but still, his presence is always comforting. makes me feel safe even tho i see a group of rowdy looking foreigners passing us by. huhu~
for 2 months i’m not gonna have him tuck me into bed. but the upside is i always fold the comforter and re-arranges the pillow each morning after i woke up. so that when night falls, i can just crawl into bed and pull the comforter over me…
when he’s around, i never bother to do that daily. haha… i do it, but before going to sleep instead of when waking up in the morning.
there are some changes of routine since he is not around:
- i need to remember to set my own alarms cos he does that most of the time
- i put my lappie and water tumbler into my bagpack before i go to sleep every day
- i dont eat breakfast at home anymore
- i double check whether i had lock the door or not
- i sleep with my door locked (when he’s around we just leave it open)
- i dont get my weekly dose of soup (i will, just when i am rajin enuf to go market by myself)
- i miss home much much more
- internet, msn is like my 2nd life.. oh my gosh did i just sounded so pathetic. haha..
- have to clean the house by myself
- do my own laundary, hang them and fold it. (normally my job is just to help him hang it n fold..hehe)
July 19, 2008 at 2:31 pm
hey, don’t be sad! it’s just a while .. two months is pretty fast you know! but I also know missing someone could be damn hell long even for a day! cheers
July 20, 2008 at 1:29 am
Dear Mrs, Cheng
Well, here is my list:
- need to do things alone here (eat, sleep,..bath? )
- no motivation to shop although things are cheap here
- cant sleep properly missing mrs Cheng
- routine room life rather than DBJ company & favorite sofa
- no one help to fold my clothes
- no bullet speed conversation
- no “maksiat” spot action
- no pre-sleep procedure
- no favorite masseur services
- etc…etc….
Muaks..& counting…
Love ya..
July 20, 2008 at 3:04 pm
i love u too mr cheng.. huhu~ muaks muaks! a lot more to go babe. today is only the 5th day. haha!!